Nobody Becomes Enlightened

There is no conflict. You are ALREADY the Awareness that is aware of the mind and it's thinkingness, you always have been, and you always will be, even when you're identified with thoughts and thinking. Just like the sun is ALWAYS there even when clouds are covering it. If you are ALREADY formless unmanifested all-encompassing all-knowing Awareness beyond words and concepts, then there is absolutely NOTHING to get, grasp, gain, or obtain. You are ALREADY utterly whole, complete, and perfect, and there is nothing to search for, not even Enlightenment. You are already That. There is only Self-Awareness, the awareness of oneself as Infinitely Everything beyond physicality. But don't try to imagine this with the mind because it can't be done. Just get out of the way and lose "yourself". Get out of the way. Let go. Give up. Surrender.

In fact, this whole writing process is the consequence of silence, surrendering, allowing, waiting, listening, "receiving", intuition, epiphanies, being, and knowing. It has nothing to do with the intellect/ego/mind, and if on occasion it does, then something has gone wrong.